so frightening!

i did the absolute, most scary, gut wrenching thing today... yep, you guessed it. i shopped for a new swim suit! *screams*

although it was online that didn't make it any less scary.

i would put up a picture of it here on this post, but it is from victorias secret. the girl modeling it is that really skinny one, you know the one... sandy blonde hair, huge ta-tas, flattest stomach ive ever seen, blah blah blah.

so i've decided NOT to put you, or myself, through that. instead i will describe it: zebra print halter top with plain black scoop bottoms with a side tie. so incredibly cute, so incredibly vomit inducing. why am i so scared?! well i thought about that and the last time anyone saw me in a suit (without clothes over it) was the summer of 2008. yes, it's true! but im going to live in this new suit thee ENTIRE summer!

and i can not wait!

and if you really want to see it. here is the top and this is the bottom.